now...

this is for my people who just lost somebody,

ur best friend,

ur baby,

ur man,

or ur lady,

put ur hand way up high,

u will never say bye (no no no),

mama's, daddy's, sister's,brother's,

friend's n causin's,

this is for my people's who lost their grandmothers,

lift ur head to the sky,

coz we will never say bye..

as a child, there were them times,

i didn't get it,

but u kept me inline,

i didn't know why u didn't dhow up sometimes,

on sunday mornings...

and i missed u,

but i'm glad we talked through,

all them grown folk things,

seperation brings,

u never let me know it,

u never let it show,

bcoz u loved me, and obviously,,,,,

there's so much more left to say,

if u were with me today,

face 2 face.

i never knew i could hurt like this,

and everyday life goes on....

i wish i could talk to u for awhile,

misz u,

but i try not to cry,

as time goes by

and it's true that u've reached a better place..

still i'd give the world to c ur face,

and i'm right here next to u,

but its like ur gone 2 soon...

now the hardest thing to do is say...

bye, bye (11x)

and u've never got a chance to see how good i've done,

and u've never got to see me back at number one,

i wish that u were here to celebrate together,

i wish that we could spend the holidays together.

i remember when u used to tuck me in at night,,

with the teddy bear u gave me that i held so tight,

i thought ur were so strong u'd make it through whatever,

its so hard to accept the fact ur gone forever...

i never knew i could hurt like this,

and everyday life goes on....

i wish i could talk to u for awhile,

misz u,

but i try not to cry,

as time goes by

and it's true that u've reached a better place..

still i'd give the world to c ur face,

and i'm right here next to u,

but its like ur gone 2 soon...

now the hardest thing to do is say...

bye, bye (11x)

this is for my people who just lost somebody,

ur best friend,

ur baby,

ur man,

or ur lady,

put ur hand way up high,

u will never say bye (no no no),

mama's, daddy's, sister's,brother's,

friend's n causin's,

this is for my people's who lost their grandmothers,

lift ur head to the sky,

coz we will never say bye..

this song!!!i really love this song..

the very 1st time i heard this song around couple of years b4..

since my late tok left me 4eva...2 c my late maktok in heaven...i love him..i really2 do love him..on dat day he left me..i cried alot...felt like i've lost everything...

i've started 2 stand again..without tok...

my bestfren...

he'll know everything about anything on earth!!

my x-boy : hilal,my frens n their stories..everything...all the secrets...

2 years past..then tragedy happened again in my life...

but this time it likes a storm smashed on a small island..n finally the island...GONE...

HE took my father!!!!

why??????

its not like i cannot accept it.

but it just so fast..he didn't fall sick at all...

n suddenly he's taken away from me...from all of us...

OH GOD!!!!

dont't u know how much i've been missing him???

how bad i need him around me???

i'm just a gurl..

who still need a dad to protect me...to cover me up when everything falls apart...

i never thought this storm will hurt me this bad!!

it tear my heart into thousand pieces..

this is the real meaning of LOOSING EVERYTHING!!!

i've no father to guide me when i've lost my way...

i've no bestfren dat i can tell him everything about anything dat happened in my life...

to share my laughter...my pain..my achievement...

papa...

all my life...each of my step..i've been guided by u...

how am i going to face the world alone this time???

without u by side???

how can i know which one is gud and which one is not???

how can i know dat the step i've taken can hurt me badly or not???

i know i'm not a gud daughter...

but i've love u so much!!!!

how can i face this life without u???

to whom i can ask bout the world???

who can tell me sincerely like the way u'll always??

i've tried not to cry...

but it seems dat i'm not dat strong...

i've cried a lot...

i really misz u!!!

its like a big hole has been digged inside my heart...

its really hurt!!!!

i wish dat u were here...with me again...

we can share everything as usual...

but i know it just so impossible...

u've gone 2 a better place...

and i'm still here..laying here without u by my side...

i misz u papa!!!!

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