soldier of fortune

I have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come lay with me love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Many times I've been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old
When nights were cold
I wandered without you
But those days I thougt my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you're not here

Now I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune
Yes, I can hear the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

dis song reminds me of papa..his fav song!!its been quite a long time i leve without him standing next to me..more than 6 months..n still i can feel he's around me..it was just like i'm dreaming...when i'm awake theres no more him!!!

i really2 misz u papa...n i never thought of loosing u dis early...i still need u around..i can never ever thought i can hurt dis bad of loosing u...

when gurls n boys breaking up..they still contact each other...but how can i contact u??i'm giving my world to have another nite 2 spend wif u...

i really2 misz u...

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melaka!!here we come!!!

Melaka 10/4/2010

wow!!!melaka!!!xpenah terpikir nk p melaka pn b4 ni...ni plan last minit..GILA!!!kekek nizam@kyo pnye keja la ni kn..mula2 xkompem.tiba2 pg 2 ckp jd plak kn..mmg hebat!!!gerak p sana around pkul 9.30am...phtu stip sat kt muadzam..mkn ns sparuh,ayam msak cili api..n air milo pns kot...xingt la...phtu smbung blek our journey 2 melaka...kekek then around 2pm alhamdulillah slamat la kami smpe kt dataran pahlawan 2...mmg syok la kn...jakun aku weh...kekek n pking penting dlm perjalanan 2 aku bru tau gunung ledang kt johor n 1st time aku tgk gunung ledang 2...hebat!!indah ciptaan ALLAH...mmg indah sgt...

a very beautiful night view

smpe2 je kt sne...kami pn cr tmpat parking..phtu pkcik kyo g la bli toreh dan menang 2 kn...kekek klu x kne saman kn,,kekek tp kecian dia bnd 2 jual 1 buku..xde skeping2..nasib l CIK KYO...KEKEK dah parking kami pn mula gerak...jalan2 cari pasal la kn...kek tgk2 tmpat2 sejarah.mmg bwst la..xpuas jln sehari ja kt sana..bnyak tempat lg xpi..muzium2 suma xp lgsung..xpnjat pn bukit 2...yg p church lama 2...yg tembus kt tembok kota a famosa 2...huhuh cedey...kami jln2 kt sopping mall 2...mkn2...tp picz kt pizza de kt camera wa kot...nnt tgk blek...akhirnya dpt gk mkn pizza 10 layer 2 kn...cr smpe ke melaka kot...kt kontan ni pyah toi,,,every wek g asek ckp brang xde je.,,gile toi r,,,tp xpela..yg penting dpt mkn kn... <3...>

makcik malu2 nk mek pic

JONKER WALK

ni JONKER WALK...erm die lebih kuang cm pasar mlm la gk...jual2 mcm2..tp beza nye de kedai2 kt tepi2 2 n sume jual cenderahati bagai...mahal x mhal sgt la,,,ok la,,berbaloi2...mula2 msuk ok la jgk tgk..tp ble mkin dlm lme2 rimas plak kn...sbb klu kt ngeri2 len dpe asing kn cina yg juai2 babi sume 2 kn???tp kt cni sume cmpo2 kot...dhla tmpat agk sempit...phtu jln dok nk terlanggar mnde2 2 sume...haaa mule la rimas kn...aku xde la beli pe pn,,,tp dptla slipar manek2 2 kn...jln jauh2 last2 beli slipar je kn..kekek tp ok la,,,nk wt cne plan last minit,,fulus pn xde kn,,,kekek bli slipar ni pn aunty 2 xmo lgsung bg harga murah..trok toi!!geram rse la...erm kt jonker galerry ni bnyak bj cntek2 n bj die 1 pattern ade 2,3 je pn...mmg cm special adition la kn...tp 2 la wit xde la...ish!!!geram toi la kn...klu x mcm2 dh aku bli weh...adeh!!!

dis is JONKER GALLERY

cium munge taik ayam

ni kapal belanda..mmg cntek la kn...tp xmsuk dlm kapal 2 plak..kmi smpe cni pn dh pkul 9 mlm cmtu...dh ttup kot..mek pic ckupla kn..kekek dkt2 cni ada yg eye of malaysia 2...tp abg kedai mkn 2 ckp dh ttup sbb dpe xbyar sewa...tp abg 2 ckp die xsure la,,dgr ckp2 owg je kn,,,ekke wawa nyanyi mlm 2 kt kedai mkn 2...mmg terbaek la kn...lagu teratai layu di tasik madu...mybe sbb die hayati lagu 2 kot,,sesuai nan jiwa die skg ni,,,tp series mmg cedap la kn...

kapal belanda

bangunan merah

ni sblm msuk dlm area JONKER WALK 2...ikan ni mmg tarik perhatian aku sgt,,,pe lg aku mek jela pic die..mmg nmpak cm poster je..lawa...kekek lpa mkn dkt2 kapal belanda 2...kami pn mula la perjalanan blek ke kontan ni...tp dh dgr bunyi len kt area tayar kreta kyo 2...aku dh ckp xcedap ati,,,n even kyo pn xcdap ati...tp ble die pk die kne mek mama die soknye 2,,die gagah grak gk r kn,,,nk wt cna kn,,,so kami pn grak la slom2 blek kontan...

kt JONKER WALK...cantek ikan ni kn...

church kt melaka la..

nk dijadikn crita,,,lg 15mnt nk msuk area muadzam o lebih spesificnya...area KRATONG 8,9,10 tu,,aku yg dr dok lena tba2 terjaga,,,kaki aku brasa len,,aku dok pkiaq bnd len dh,,tkot bnda pa2 hinggap ka kn,,,ya la tgh2 mlm pkul 1 pg cmtu kt area utan2 kn...phtu tgh kyo dok potong lori...ada kt jalan berlawanan,,,tiba2 dgr bunyi "pap"...dlm ati aku "aih ada bnda xkena ka?"...phtu nk wt cita lg best,,,kreta lgsung berhenti function,,leh tgk meter dia mkin low,,,tp alhamdulilla la kyo xneves,,n alhamdulillah la xdak kreta dok mai dr dpn...

lwh byang x klu ada kreta mai dr dpn???dhla tgh ptong lori...phtu tiba2 kreta mati plak???sah2 mmg nan kami2 skali mati kn...kekek gila,,,kekek alhamdulillah sgt2...

cik kyo pn slow2 kreta dia gerak..dia pn pusing stering msuk blah kanan,,,dgnla area 2 bnyak mat rempit n dadah...byangkan la dia pnya yg a.j.k kmpung dia...yg round2 kmpung 2 leh ada waran tangkap???leh imagine x??/depa ronda mlm2 pn bwak kayu hoki n batang buluh...mmg bdk2 dia teruk sgt la 2 mksundya kn???lps ja pkul 12 xleh ada dh owg ats jln...klu ada ja polis mai ankot trus...n mmg polis mai pn mlm 2...2 kali plak 2...polis len2...

alhamdulillah ALLAH permudahkn urusan kami...dgn ALLAH antaq owg yg leh pkai mai tlong...dia tlong dr mula smpe la abeh repair...thanx!!!rmai yg mai tlong tiba2...dkt 4,5 kreta gk r kn...kekke 2 la berkat owg yg ska tlong owg len...bla dia di dlm kesusahan ALLAH sntiasa bersama permudahkn sgala urusan dia...

pa2 hal pn mlm 2 mmg jd kenangan terindah la kn...pkul 5.30 cmtu bru la suma settle kn...phtu aku,farah n alyn nek kreta toya...p breakfast nan depa2 suma...wawa nek nan a.z dia la kn...kekek

***thanz pda suma yg terlibat pda mlm 2 ek...yg dlm kreta pd mlam 2..rahsia kita,,kita2 ja yg tau k...kekekek

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why women cries

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up,

and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances,

even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,

but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up,

and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances,

even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,

but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.

This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God,

"the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries,

or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,

because that is the doorway to her heart ,

the place where love resides."

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chenta hatiku!!! ;)

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


really2 miszing him!!!!
die ckp dlm mse terdekat ni nk kawen...takot pn ade...tp dlm hati ada taman...kekkekekek..giler r ble pk2 blek...cm dh tue sgt r plak kn...kkekeke..tbe2 dah smpe mse nk kwen dh..kekke

eh smbung nnt la...dlm clasz UNIX ni...kekekek lecturer dh pndang2 dh...kekek
really misz him!!!
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now...

this is for my people who just lost somebody,

ur best friend,

ur baby,

ur man,

or ur lady,

put ur hand way up high,

u will never say bye (no no no),

mama's, daddy's, sister's,brother's,

friend's n causin's,

this is for my people's who lost their grandmothers,

lift ur head to the sky,

coz we will never say bye..

as a child, there were them times,

i didn't get it,

but u kept me inline,

i didn't know why u didn't dhow up sometimes,

on sunday mornings...

and i missed u,

but i'm glad we talked through,

all them grown folk things,

seperation brings,

u never let me know it,

u never let it show,

bcoz u loved me, and obviously,,,,,

there's so much more left to say,

if u were with me today,

face 2 face.

i never knew i could hurt like this,

and everyday life goes on....

i wish i could talk to u for awhile,

misz u,

but i try not to cry,

as time goes by

and it's true that u've reached a better place..

still i'd give the world to c ur face,

and i'm right here next to u,

but its like ur gone 2 soon...

now the hardest thing to do is say...

bye, bye (11x)

and u've never got a chance to see how good i've done,

and u've never got to see me back at number one,

i wish that u were here to celebrate together,

i wish that we could spend the holidays together.

i remember when u used to tuck me in at night,,

with the teddy bear u gave me that i held so tight,

i thought ur were so strong u'd make it through whatever,

its so hard to accept the fact ur gone forever...

i never knew i could hurt like this,

and everyday life goes on....

i wish i could talk to u for awhile,

misz u,

but i try not to cry,

as time goes by

and it's true that u've reached a better place..

still i'd give the world to c ur face,

and i'm right here next to u,

but its like ur gone 2 soon...

now the hardest thing to do is say...

bye, bye (11x)

this is for my people who just lost somebody,

ur best friend,

ur baby,

ur man,

or ur lady,

put ur hand way up high,

u will never say bye (no no no),

mama's, daddy's, sister's,brother's,

friend's n causin's,

this is for my people's who lost their grandmothers,

lift ur head to the sky,

coz we will never say bye..

this song!!!i really love this song..

the very 1st time i heard this song around couple of years b4..

since my late tok left me 4eva...2 c my late maktok in heaven...i love him..i really2 do love him..on dat day he left me..i cried alot...felt like i've lost everything...

i've started 2 stand again..without tok...

my bestfren...

he'll know everything about anything on earth!!

my x-boy : hilal,my frens n their stories..everything...all the secrets...

2 years past..then tragedy happened again in my life...

but this time it likes a storm smashed on a small island..n finally the island...GONE...

HE took my father!!!!

why??????

its not like i cannot accept it.

but it just so fast..he didn't fall sick at all...

n suddenly he's taken away from me...from all of us...

OH GOD!!!!

dont't u know how much i've been missing him???

how bad i need him around me???

i'm just a gurl..

who still need a dad to protect me...to cover me up when everything falls apart...

i never thought this storm will hurt me this bad!!

it tear my heart into thousand pieces..

this is the real meaning of LOOSING EVERYTHING!!!

i've no father to guide me when i've lost my way...

i've no bestfren dat i can tell him everything about anything dat happened in my life...

to share my laughter...my pain..my achievement...

papa...

all my life...each of my step..i've been guided by u...

how am i going to face the world alone this time???

without u by side???

how can i know which one is gud and which one is not???

how can i know dat the step i've taken can hurt me badly or not???

i know i'm not a gud daughter...

but i've love u so much!!!!

how can i face this life without u???

to whom i can ask bout the world???

who can tell me sincerely like the way u'll always??

i've tried not to cry...

but it seems dat i'm not dat strong...

i've cried a lot...

i really misz u!!!

its like a big hole has been digged inside my heart...

its really hurt!!!!

i wish dat u were here...with me again...

we can share everything as usual...

but i know it just so impossible...

u've gone 2 a better place...

and i'm still here..laying here without u by my side...

i misz u papa!!!!

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